Peaches For You

need a change

mistygrey — Mon, 30 Jan 2012 21:40:59 +0000

it’s 535am and i’m still up, and still in the office. dead tired, and all alone. i’m so miserable. during one of the times i decided to head up to take a look at the setup/rehearsal, i faced the sea and was greeted by the strong wind. i decided that, i needed a change. a change of environment, a breath of fresh air.

i’m tired.

so tired with what i’m doing. i feel that it’s just not worth my weekends, or my late hours. and it’s not definitely worth, with what i’m getting at the end of every month.

i don’t think i’m incapable of events. i must admit i have amazed myself once or twice. i have done events that made me really feel that i’ve exceeded my capabilities. and i’m proud of that. but again, i’m just so tired. i want more time with family, dex, time to pick up the school books again. i guess in the material world, papers are really needed. but yeah, i have to wait till i’m free from this place.

i hope it’s soon. i wanna start doing something different. something that rewards me not just emotionally, but of course, financially too. and you know what, i think i can do.

** it’s 540am.. took me 5 mins to blabbler.. im soo soo tired…

resolutions – part 1

mistygrey — Sun, 08 Jan 2012 16:24:29 +0000

just something to keep myself inline with my resolutions..

- spend less unnecessarily, save more

- have a healthier lifestyle; less sweet drinks/food

- excercise more

mistygrey — Thu, 03 Nov 2011 16:52:13 +0000

i’ll always love you.

mistygrey — Fri, 26 Aug 2011 12:22:43 +0000

Life Quotes

perfect two

mistygrey — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 01:34:21 +0000

Strangers, again

mistygrey — Fri, 22 Apr 2011 03:47:58 +0000

Church of St. John (Sveti Jovan) at Kaneo beach

mistygrey — Thu, 21 Apr 2011 12:41:19 +0000

when will i ever have the money to get married there?

On this day of your life, Marian, we believe God wants you to know … that as you surrender to divine providence in your life, you will feel lifted and carried and held.

mistygrey — Sun, 20 Mar 2011 15:58:30 +0000

All is well, all is well, all is well.

i really hope so..
God, please guide me.
i lift myself up to you.

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you say there’s a time and place for conversations like this.. so answer only questions you’re asked, else you’ll hurt the person unknowingly.

sometimes conversations like these arise. it doesn’t have to be on a serious note. that’s why i asked generally in the first place. if i can’t talk to you about such things, then who can i talk to then?

sacrifices are worthwhile. i tell that to myself all the time. it’s how i keep a positive note when i feel down and out in a relationship. and i usually don’t ask for anything else. i just pray to God, someone notices, and actually shows me that my sacrifice really was, worthwhile.

mistygrey — Sun, 20 Mar 2011 15:11:43 +0000

should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements.. even if it leaves no where…

to thine own self be true…

mistygrey — Tue, 15 Mar 2011 08:18:35 +0000

we live with the scars we choose…