On this day of your life, Marian, we believe God wants you to know … that as you surrender to divine providence in your life, you will feel lifted and carried and held.

All is well, all is well, all is well.

i really hope so..
God, please guide me.
i lift myself up to you.

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you say there’s a time and place for conversations like this.. so answer only questions you’re asked, else you’ll hurt the person unknowingly.

sometimes conversations like these arise. it doesn’t have to be on a serious note. that’s why i asked generally in the first place. if i can’t talk to you about such things, then who can i talk to then?

sacrifices are worthwhile. i tell that to myself all the time. it’s how i keep a positive note when i feel down and out in a relationship. and i usually don’t ask for anything else. i just pray to God, someone notices, and actually shows me that my sacrifice really was, worthwhile.

should i give up, or should i just keep chasing pavements.. even if it leaves no where…

to thine own self be true…

we live with the scars we choose…

We all wear masks. Everyone, everyday. Sometimes we wear them so much we forget who we really are. Sometimes, if we’re lucky, someone comes along and shows us who we really want to be; who we should be.

When I grew up listening to my favourite bands, I used their songs to get me through any day, whether that be a good day or a bad day, just to see me through. So that’s kind of how I feel about what we’ve written. A lot of times, I write as a reaction to something that’s bothering me, or some question I have, and I think, in a sense, because I try to be an internal optimist, I use a song to ask some of these questions and problems in a positive light, and maybe using the song itself is what pulls me through.
~Andrew McMahon

Alexandra McQueen

surfing NET-A-PORTER a while and i saw beauties..

Christian Louboutin Décolleté 100 jazz pumps – £300

Miu Miu Leather Pumps – £276.60

both gorgeous but mad expensive.. i think i’ll stick to the Nine West ones i saw this afternoon…

another pretty pair that caught my eye.. they’ve got this certain daintiness about em that i like..

Alexander McQueen Lace-covered satin pumps – £506.38

Vanity Fair

i’ve got a couple of stuff i wanna do..

• re-dye my hair to a darker colour
• perm my hair
• get eyelash extensions

all – $ $ $… worst thing is, it’s the CNY season, so…. i’m pretty sure all prices have increased already so i’ll just have to wait until the season’s over.

Miu Miu Vitello Shine Tote

I will stare at you until you become mine.. HEH!

… sleeping with a heavy heart …

One of those days

It’s one of those days where i just feel ‘sian’. I’m just pumped with tons of negative thoughts. Hmmm.. Where is this going?